UPDATE! the layout though. i'll update the gallery later...later >___<

and i need to work on my originals.. hhhhh i wish i have more time to draw /sigh

huhihih

auhaaaaaa minatoooo afa;fa;a long time not draw him i can't remember how to draw himmmm
and fuck my moe style ffff :(
it's for a P3 Portable countdown project. hahaha so fail

aaaahhhhh i want more timeeeeee. i'm tired from studyinggggg >__<

i want to play persona 111111 sobb

STARRRROCEAAAAANNNNNN YEAAHHHHHHHH

I REPLAYED THIS GAME LIKE A CRAZY MADMAAAAANNNN

i was playing SO 1 originally, but uhh-- i can't get one of the characters and when i read the guide i CAN'T get him because i was accidentally enter a random place AND that character is actually IMPORTANT to get more characters. ahhhhhhhh

SO. I'm not in the mood of playing this game... until the time comes lol

i play the second evolution atm. finally on that fields stuff on nede haha.
LEEEEEOOOOONNNN SO SO CUTEEEEE AHHHHHHHHH

and ASHTON. omg he is soooo moeeeee~~~~

i don't like some translation though. like ashton's dragons' name. i love Gyoro and Ururun better. haha
and they even draw the TEN WISE MEN AHAHAHAHAHAAH i always curious on how gabriel looks like XD; but they don't animate the scene where Leon use the Lacour hope ;____; i want to see Leon in action.. yeah.

but they animate the scene where Claude get transported back to Calnus! ahhhh it's one of my favorite scene! i'm glad they animate it ;_____;
nggghhh i tried to finish this asap since i'm in a huge pinch of college AND a tons of RPGs waiting for me.. i skipped so many PA with leon (wants to get leon ending) but i think i'll get Rena since she's the easiest one.. ahhhhh i want leon's endingggggg sob

whowhwohwohwo i'm going to finish this game asap and move to other game. so busy >__<;


and STAR OCEAN 4 WHY IT HAS TO BE ON 360 T^T
i always looking at it's story and PA on youtube ahahaha. omgggg the graphic looks so niceeee /drools.
and the PA. it looks like a scene more than a PA. too cool. shit i will buy my own 360 later. haha just wait.
but i don't really like Welch's design. what's with her purple hair? ahhhh i want my blonde Welch back. and i don't like SO4 setting which is waaaaayyy to futuristic. it's too cool to the point it's scary.

now i miss playing SO 3. it's my favorite game ever. it's too cool to the point my ps 2 went overboard and hanging on some points. the graphic and detail are too smooth and no one can beat its amazing gameplay ;_____;

aaahhhhhhhhhhh now i'm really into this game againn

it's always difficult to forgive and to believe

it is really difficult for you to believe someone?
there are only a few people i believe irl and even people i considered as 'friends'

i used to see, not to believe everything.

once, i believe everything on my friends. to the point i don't know which is lie and which is not.
yes. i was too naive. they used me and manipulate my believe, and put me into despair.

human changed.
now i find it's difficult to trust other than myself and my family and few friends.

i always know human is egoist. they have their own ego.
to the point they always think of themselves, and don't care about the other. as long as they are safe, they don't care about anything else.
the friendship is something nothing but a tool to get their own goal.
trust is nothing but your own imagination, created to make yourself feel comfortable with others.

i have enough of this friendship bullshit in my life. and now i'm really closed my heart to irl ppl i know, knowing the more i trust the more i hurt.

i have enough being betrayed. but i can't betray others where they put their trust to me.
yes yes i'm here and i still help you don't worry. but.
i won't repeat the old mistake. i'm not as naive as before. i'll overlook everything and move as cautious as i can.
i want to stay away from trouble as much as i can. call me cold if you like because i'm tired of caring people who actually doesn't care with me. i don't care who you are. i've found my own way to deal with friendship, and i find myself comfortable in this way.


still. i'm glad i still have people i can trust. i'm very very grateful of you and your existence and thank you for always being there and helping me out. thank you for never betrayed me and my trust. thank you for everything. you guys are irreplaceable.